My day

Im having a therapy cycle now in bolnichni kompleks and usually it's holiday on Saturday.That's common.It's called "bibilotechni den" where u r freed on that day and are given a homework to finish.


I dont like my groupmates,mind u it's not hate but they are the kind of people who dont take me seriously.They always laugh at my ideas and suggestions.They never think of me as someone sensible,let alone smart.But today im glad i can explain "Proba Rivalta" very well that there was a moment of silence in the class.U know im not actually stupid,im just the kind of person who think in a way different from everybody else.They,coming from a different country dont understand me,my jokes,my way of thinking and how i really am.But im glad i bear everything with patience.Now at least they know im someone good.One of my them even wish on my birthday that i'll stay this way forever....well,we'll see to that.
I read a friend's blog today.Seems that she's still angry over the past few days' issue.I dont believe people even write blog on that.LOL!
She's angry coz to her it seems that everybody is trying to stop her from doing the thing that she likes most and at the present moment seems to be the only thing she's allowed to do due to her condition.I pity her and i do understand her situation,but at one point i do think she's too much.


And now im comparing my situation to hers.Well,we both started with padfak but for me she is way luckier than i am.When she reached here,there's already a big community of us where people care for each other.Whereas for me when i first came here i was the only student with hijab.I dont have muslim friends who i can talk to and share things with.But i do have a close friend who untill now is still good with me.And i do realise that my previous seniors look at me "differently" coz that close friend of mine is not a malay.But u know in a way im proud of myself coz i would say that im not the typical malay who are always around malays and have the typical type of malay thinking.Im glad that i chose russian medium and im glad to have decided to have the "road not taken".I am an ugly duckling which will grow up to be swan.Im different.Im one in a million.And i thank Him to have made me this way.......