My Baby Bear

It started about a year ago when i signed up for an acount in AL.Thats where i met him.I think its about a few weeks after i posted my profile.
One day i checked my inbox and i found a message from this cute guy whom i instinctly knew i'll click with.He's starting line was this :U caught my eye
I literally floated on air.....

Oh and yes,in my profile i did mention that im only looking for a serious relationship.I guess the thing that made me want to respond to his message was his closing line: im looking for a marriage....Isnt it something?

Out of all the people who sent messages and chatted with me i find him the most pleasant to talk with.For something virtual,i'd say he is polite,always treat me with respect and never try to be sexually suggestive like certain guys do.Over all i'd say i like him,ALOT!.And so on the story goes....

Of course there were ups and downs just like in any other love stories.At times we feel that we should stop and move on with our lives coz its just impossible for us to be together due to the distance,and at times we simply feel that our feelings for each other are so strong that its hard to just let go...

But last night during the chat he seemed to be more open about his feelings for me.Im happy of course but scared at the same time,of so many things.Honestly i feel like backing away at once....but no,this time i'll stay inshaAllah.And i'll stay for good