Fuck Russians!

Yes,exactly! i always come to u when i have something to pour out,something im furious about but can't do anything.Here it goes...

i was walking at Ulitsa Jukova yesterday around 2 o'clock going to lecture.I have my mp3 on and walking very fast.Then there came 4 guys from the opposite side,normal pedastrians with sling bags.They walked passed me when suddenly one of them stretched out his hand and pull my hijab.i couldnt make out exactly what he said coz my mp3 was on plus i have this sound isolation earphone but i bet he must have said something insulting either to me or to the hijab i wear.Then all of them laughed as if that is the funniest joke they just seen and waiting for my reaction.

My impulse was to kick him.But i didnt.Why?Becoz i was alone at that time,and this fucking country is not my country so even if this case is brought to court i will surely lose and also bcoz they are 2 times my size and height.I bet if i scream for help no one would have come to my rescue.So i walked away.

It took 2 min after that for tears to rain,after my brain starts functioning again,after what have been a sudden shocking jolt.

Ok before this i faced alot of things of this kind-insults,flirts,giggles,unwanted stares etc.But they were all verbal.Mean as they are i still can bear them.But this??

At that moment i realised how fragile and helpless i am as a woman(though i never admit it or give so much thought about it) when faced with this kind of situation.At that moment i felt a strong overwhelming need to be protected by a man.I have never felt this need before.....if only i have a man  that i can run to at that very moment and cry on his shoulder.He would hug me protectively and say "it's ok darling,im here with u" (and secretly arrange for those motherfuckers to be brought to hell)

But the truth is that,im all alone and feeling totally wrecked after what happened.I sobbed all the way to lecture.