My Dear Friend

Yesterday i read a blog.Its about this person which is a friend of mine but somehow has decided that im not a friend anymore coz i was 'brainwashed' and has changed and no longer the person he used to know.Well poor u baby,but i must say u've never known me before and what u saw,wasnt really me.This is the real me for i have been this way long enough,longer than the part of me which u believe i was.For as far as the truth is concerned, let me ask u: "Can anyone pretend to be someone they are not for 5 years? Maybe.But it is certainly not me.And let me say to you for once and for all,dont assume u know me.And dont lash your anger on somebody else.For being this way is my choice and MY CHOICE alone.

And i am still your friend,if only u would try to open your heart a bit and give me some spaces.

Well everybody else here in this place seems to think that he is 'terpesong' that is to say not in the right path as far as religion is concerned,homosexual(that is too much in my opinion) and many more.But after browsing through his pages i cant say he is all that.Maybe a bit confused,angry yes,disappointed alot and frustrated.Despite of myself,my heart goes out to him.

Recalling one of my many conversations with him,(i had this oppurtunity coz both of us are in the same medium.Only the two of us.But this was the time when we were quite close with each other.) i realised that most of the time i disagree with the content of his ideas.(im sorry for not having enough patience with u.But u know,to a certain degree my sensible mind cant accept your argument which to me is "ntah apa2".Im sorry again,maybe im far too shallow to follow your thoughts)

And after some time i came to a conclusion that he is angry and bitter.
To whom?

i dont know.

Why?

i didnt find the answer.Maybe God himself.......

He did say in one of his post that he believes in God's existance but doubt His messages or messengers for that matter,for no one can take a man's word without trusting him.

Dear u,i hope and i pray that u will find your way,the truth that u have been looking for.I know u r angry and bitter and i dont blame u for that.U have every right to be.But all i ask from u is to open your heart,be sincere to yourself,and with every breath you take never fail to ask Him to show u the way.....