Tomorrow the first group will finish their final paper hence making them officially the doctors of VOLGMU batch 2011

I can't believe it's finally over.

Most people feel sad to leave this place...but honestly I don't.Is that weird? Of course I'll bring back home some memories but no,I'm not sad to leave this place.No.Simple and plain NO.

It started with pain and bad memories.Living it was boring.I was lonely most of my life here.I have no one to talk to(except  for the last 1 and a half year towards the end),my group mates created an invisible barrier between us that even though we were together for 6 years I barely knew anything about them except for what I see in class.They don't really talk with me and if there is something coming up they never tell me,and usually I found out from other sources or I simply became the uninformed one.I never tasted the sweetness of friendship that I long for.People here sucks.(I don't have to mention another incident this morning in the pool....coz if I do this will be a blog of complaints and I myself am tired of complaining about things which won't change) I practically experienced nothing tender or gentle or strongly moving(except for the negative ones) that can change my soul for the better.So yea,I'm glad it's over.

But I'm proud of myself.I'm proud that I went through it all with dignity.The sadness,the pain,the fear of not knowing how and why and having no one to talk to,the hardship in studies coupled with struggling through it all alone.And finally the loneliness.......yea the freaking creepy loneliness that accompanied me for the past 7 years.

I'm glad it's all over.

Here's specially dedicated to me.May Allah erase sadness from my heart and give me companies from among those who are close to Him.Ameen...

And now the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friend I'll say it clear
I'll state my case of which I'm certain

I've lived a life that's full
I travelled each and every highway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way

Regrets I've had a few
But then again too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way

Yes there were times I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew


But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out, I faced it all
And I stood tall and did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing

To think I did all that
And may I say not in a shy way
Oh no, oh no, not me
I did it my way

For what is a man what has he got
If not himself then he has not
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way

Yes it was my way