Where will it go from here? I don't know

I'm finally going to see u.Im quite excited i must say for we have been waiting for this opportunity to arrive for so long.And it's finally here.But the sad thing is that im not able to tell this to anyone,not even a family member.None could ever understand this.U know there was a time in my life when i oh so wanted everyone to understand me...to reach out for me is more like it.But well at this point i don't care anymore.At least i have u blog.I tell u things that i could not tell to but strangers.Strangers from all four corners of the globe.Ironic isn't it?Sometimes u think u're close enough to a person but u actually know nothing about them.Well not that this is a top secret or anything like it.I just feel that this is my right as a person who belongs to a family to have her insights shared.What's a family for?

Anyway having my heartfelt poured out,i must say i still couldnt see where it's taking us from here.Of course i should expect the best in everything but i don't know.Everything is so uncertain.Where do we go from here? I don't know............